My cat is missing

my cat, muffin has gone missing. i came back yesterday and she wasnt at home, ive searched everywhere in my house and shes not here. And there arent any bodies at the bottom of my flat so she didnt jump out the window. My family's been searching for her for a day now, ive put up posters almost everywhere. i can only hope for the best, and pray that God sheds some mercey on me and return my muffin to me. Nothing left to do but wait, wait and see.

You will be remembered forever Muffin, i'll always love you.


AO

we will never break, never devistate, we shall motivate, all we got is faith.

"I am perfectly convinced by it that Mr. Darcy has no defect. He owns it himself without disguise.""No," said Darcy, "I have made no such pretension. I have faults enough, but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I dare not vouch for. It is, I believe, too little yielding— certainly too little for the convenience of the world. I cannot forget the follies and vices of other so soon as I ought, nor their offenses against myself. My feelings are not puffed about with every attempt to move them. My temper would perhaps be called resentful. My good opinion once lost, is lost forever."


Holla pa loopa good people. Im back again. And really worried for tomorow. Cause its my audition! AHH. Well i know im prepared, i hope.
well, maths test today, which was kinda stupid cause i studied so hard for it, but in the end Mak practically gave away all the answers. And SOME PEOPLE started copying other people. Gosh, the guys in my school.
Goin out with Pek and Pereira this friday. sounds cool, pek and Pereira. like a tire company.
Pek & Pereira co.
haha. Yes. well, its time i studied, goodbye martians. i gotta go tile my space cheese cake. Peace!


AO

Lee this guys on steroids! His head is bigger than Barry Bonds

Finally! i watched rush hour 3 and it was funny like hell man. i swear, chris tucker is the best, cant beat him in comedy. Anyway weather's been lovely, nice and cold, just the way i like it, oh and here's my favourite part of the movie. Haha i, still laughing at it.

Dojo Master: May I Help You?
James Carter: I'll be asking the questions old man. Who are you?
Dojo Master: Yu.
James Carter: No not me you!
Dojo Master: Yes I'm Yu!
James Carter: Are you deaf?
Dojo Master: No Yu is blind!
James Carter: I'm not blind, you blind
Dojo Master: That is what I just said.
James Carter: You just said what?
Dojo Master: I did not say what, I said Yu.
James Carter: That's what I'm asking you!
Dojo Master: And Yu is answering.
James Carter: Shutup!
James Carter: You!
Dojo Master: Yes?
James Carter: Not You, Him! What's Your name?
Dojo Student: Mi.
James Carter: Yes You!
Dojo Student: I'm Mi.
Dojo Master: He's Mi and I'm Yu.
James Carter: And I'm about to whoop your old ass man because I am sick of playing games!

Yupp, well im kinda bored now, so im gonna give you a little freestyle.
yo wut up, fo shizzle ma nizzle bo dizzle,im the cheese in yo sandwich, the sand in your sand ditch, the black hat on you bad witch the band in you band width, the length to you width the time with which your rhyme give hitch, same sword they knight you wit they gonna goodnight you wit at the start see me,in the middle see malcom, see pac, biggie success and its outcome im the clock to your time, im the verb to your rhyme, im the rags and riches that all intertwine, im the D in divine, the shoe to your shine, the cop to your crime, the hog in you slime, the steak to your prime i can say dont rhyme and it gonna rhyme, im the fresh to death, legnth or breadth, the bird in pek,the after math, this the same meth, 3D, something like a freebee, faster than a frisbee, the number 1 MC, the only thing i be, when i be, in you viscinity, cant be stopping
me, chedder, cottagge or smelly cheese, i can tell you all these, i can only say please, somethin pheaseable, totaly uncontrollable, friggin unbelievable, its the shizzle fizzle diggy diggy dong, and thas the cheesey MC song.

ok im sorry, please dont kill me. im just really bored. But, hmm, cheesey MC, sounds interesting, yupp. Well, im gonna go collect my raincloud pumpin furry banana. peace!

AO

Im glad there is you

Best thing to do on a rainy day, listen to Jamie Cullum love songs. In fact, i just realized that the best music to suit a mood is to listen to an artist who experienced the same type of mood when he/she did the song. Like, jamie cullum is english, and in London it rains alot, so most of his songs suit a cold rainy moody weather, which is exactly what is happening now! wow. revelations.


AO

When i look back on my ordinary life, i see so much magic though i missed it at the time

Hey good people of the world. Its been a crazy week, just had 2 tests, chem and physics, which i studied like mad for, but i found them quite easy, i think i can get an A1. Thas probably cause i studied, i should do that more often. Well, Wednesday was like, the best school day ever, it was so slack, Saras didnt come so it was like, 3 free periods. And we spent the time having a paper ball fight with our school echo magazines. Haha it was so fun, and the relief teacher was like, extremely low blood sugar level cause he was half dead. Reminded me of some guy from Little britian.
Then Thursday was the craziest, i was so booked up with stuff to do, first, had the chem test, then after school i had to rehearse audition songs with some drama boys, then i had to go to the hospital for my exercise, then i had to beat evening traffic to reach home in time for tuition, then i had to study for the physics test which was really quite easy. Electrostatics is like, simple. Yep,

And today was like, ok, kinda fun cause we had P.E., and Faizaul went for reservice. Yupp, then urm, was kinda slacked, oh and stayed back again to rehearse a bit more with the drama dudes.

Oh, and did i mention, my auditions are next week! oh ma gawd im kinda scared. i picked the song, i believe i can fly. i think i can handle it. i hope. Well im quite surprised there are quite alot of people who can sing in drama. So im quite happy that the future of drama is taken care of.

Well im gonna be resting a bit for the next few hours.Gonna be quite fun. Its raining like mad again. im so happy! Sheila said she'll try and get free tix for the play Michael's in, my friend saw it, and said its good. So i wanna watch it, after all, i would love to see my coach act for free. i think its some agamemnon thing. He was also in AMND. i didnt watch it though, like, too busy.

Well, not much left, so, im gonna go oil my electrostatic golf monkey. Peace!


Top 5 for this week

5. Good Charlotte- Dance floor anthem
4. Sean Kingston-Beautiful girls
3.Michael Buble- for once in my life
2. Timbaland Feat. Keri Hilson and D.O.E. - The way i are
1. Justin Timberlake- Lovestoned/i think that she knows


AO

You gave me the best mixtape i have

Haha changing room

Hey wuzzup! I decided to change my blog image, i didnt change the template cause i dont know how to, grrr. So i just changed the colour and put a coolio picture at the top. Bet you didnt know that! Yupp, well im recovering pretty well. In fact im perfectly fine now. School was intense today, somehow it seems like everyone's studying a bit harder. i am too actually, there's an unspoken exam coming up, but no one's saying anything about it, just some drips and drabbs here and there about some big test coming up real soon. Gosh now im scared. And i really hate chemistry now, its so confusing. Even though i study it so much, i still just dont get how to answer them. GAHH! i need professional help.





Anyway, im goin on a major diest, courtesy of Elysebeth. I dunno why, but she seems to make sense, so im following her advice. If i die, please stay away from my funerel.





Well, i still havent watched any movies. i noe, i suck. Im too caught up man. i need to watch something, anything. im desperate.





i wanna learn to play the guitar, apparently thats very romantic. I bought a new yankees cap. Looks pretty nice, its limited edit too. Also bought a new pump. That broke with one pump. Should've expected that, it cost 3 bucks. And the needle broke and got stuck inside my basketball, so all the air came out. Wonderful huh?





Wow Mr Alex Lee is a really dedicated teacher, he's the only one who actually bothers to do really intense teaching. Gotta give him mad props man. Well, thas about it for now, i gotta go feed my cushions. Peace!











AO

The pathetic

I sat on the over used seats. Waiting for my call. i knew it was coming soon. The music playing in my ears could not back my nerves. a dark gripping fear crept up my cold spine, my number was about to be called. Then, an unusually short nurse stepped from out of the observation booth, her eyes tired and overworked. she grunted my name and i froze, i felt a had push me up and i slowly paced towards the room. i needed to go to the toilet so badly, the doctor examined and probed me, minutes passed, i waited in baited breath for his verdict. i almost forgot to breathe. And then, he uttered the words i dared not face. Tears started to roll down my cheeks, why did things like this happen to me? They strapped me with a band and sent me to a ward. i felt like a prisoner, my footsteps echoed accross empty hallways. Everyone around me was either dead, or dying. Wonderful thought. The bed creaked as i got on it. The pain in my lumbar struck me again, i kept her in my mind, that way, it wont feel too bad. They put needles into me, i couldnt move, its not easy when 4 inch metal sticks under your flesh prevent wrist movement. i was in hell. i couldnt take it. Somehow, i didnt need to go to the toilet anymore. The soft beeping of a life machine was the only sound when lights off came. it was so quiet, i heard everything, from the wheezing of an elderly man on his deathbed, and a snake bitten youth's silent tears. i closed my eyes to sleep, but the pain kept me up. i requested for no painkillers, i thought maybe this pain might take away the pain of loving her. i wished i was gone, that eveything around me would just be lost, And me too, would be gone, forever. And never return.

Im finally free baby!

Ouch, i hate that needle.

It gets boring in the hospital.

Doc says i can get discharged in the afternoon!!!! YEA!! Finally man im sick of this shithole. complete waste of my time. i didnt even need the operation! Docs are all confused. They found a blockage in my appendix, but now its gone! haha i dont know how either. It somehow cleared itself! 2 days in hospital somwhow seem like forever. Well im pretty friggin bored, nothin much to do in a hospital. But hey, thanks to everyone who wished me well, thanks for all your encouragement and care. i couldnt have done it without you guys. Thanks to Uki, cumara, Lijia Colin, Vinodh, Prash, Lynnette, jamie, Sean, Nick G, Weng Loong, Ling kee, Igs, Gerald,justine, wira, Amraesh, and my entire family. Thanks for everything guys.

Well anyway, whilst in the ward, i thought of many emo stories to write, but i dont feel like writing them now, cause im quite happy.

And also, i almost forgot, its national day! How ironic, national day is all about ur home and stuff, and im going home! i missed my national day celebrations, even tough i was going to skip it anyway,still, well i have an excuse. haha. Oh and by the way, i took a whole bunch of rubber gloves from the hospital. it was just lying there inside the box, so i decided to take a few, dozen. ok, i gotta go powder my curtains. peace!

AO

Im in the hospital

Guess what, my stomach pains is actually an appendicitis. so i gotta go for operation to remove my appendix. i hate this place. i got needles poking out of mee, i can hardly sleep. The drip machine is like, friggin annoying. And everytime i move, the needle hurts me. So basically i cant move. And i cant eat either. The worse thing is, i just had to get admitted to hospital during the holidays. What in the hell is wrong with my luck man. When everyone is partying and celebrating national day, im in hospital. i may be here for a few weeks. At least they allowed me to bring my laptop. Well, this is murder. i gotta go test my blood cells. peace!


AO

6 hours

i just have alot to say, so all the songs are coming out like diarrhea. (i don't think i spelt that correctly.)



6 hours

Right doesn't sit right with me,
And Wrong feels way too good
temporary pleasure only brings me pain
And you, you're always the same
You're trying to fix me But I'm not broken
Just leave me be Don't need a hero wen there's no fight
I don't know what you mean to me
but I'm finding out through misery
Hurts so much to want you here
Fulfill my dreams and build my fears
6 hours away, might as well be 6 days
Cause your affections they're not mine to claim
Being comfortable doesn't feel comfortable to me
And safety feels way too safe
Affair is just a pretty word for a one sided romance
Fallen for you, you're just taking a second glance
You're trying not to see me
But I'm not disappearing
Just look at me
Want to see the heat on your face tonight
I don't know what you mean to me
but I'm finding out through misery
Hurts so much to want you here
Fulfill my dreams and build my fears
6 hours away, might as well be 6 days
Cause your affections they're not mine to claim
All I really know is how much you cross my mind
All I can really tell you is how much your name makes me sigh
All I can really say is nothing at all
And all I really want is to stop taking this fall
I don't know what you mean to me
but I'm finding out through misery
Hurts so much to want you here
Fulfill my dreams and build my fears
6 hours away, might as well be 6 days
Cause your affections they're not mine to claim
Can't help but feel a little alone
Falling for a girl who's not my own
You can be 6 hours away
Could even be 6 days
Cause my affections are always yours to claim

I'm forever yours to claim





AO

Another sad song

Another Sad Song



Well I can't make, another honest mistake
This time I'm going for the truth
And when you say, that you missed me
Fake senitment reels me away from you
I know, that you never loved me
And I wished that the reverse was true
As you smile, and as you walk away
That's before I ever knew you ever knew
There's times you forget, the reasons you were sad
And sometimes I think that, the lessons were untrue
I heard a sad song, just the other night
A sad song, heard many times before
And I'd forgot, the words just before they'd play
You know that, I'm living in a haze
But you also know where to find me
And when, pain blurs my mind
Then I'll bleed just to know I'm alive
Red postage stamps, all written and addressed to you
Another photograph to know it's true
And you fade, with every new mask you use
It's true to me and I know that it's true to you
There's times you forget, the reasons you were sad
And sometimes I think that, the lessons were untrue
I heard a sad song, just the other night
A sad song, heard many times before
And I'd forgot, the words just before they'd play

I'm listening to you.....
It's fake, and another mistake
This time I'm getting over you
I laugh, through all of my tears
And I know that it's forgiven through
When I turn, and then smile
Situations all turned to green I stepped back, I recoiled
And decisions made me turn unseen


AO

i just wanna sing

Hey, my stomach is killing me. its like having cramps, which is weird. i think its stomach flu. Which is ironic because im actually goin to skip tomorow's national day celebrations, but now that i have stomach flu, i actually cant go. haha im lucky. in a way. but it hurts like mad. Well today felt so draggy, i swear it was like every period passed so slowly. it was agonizing. As every minute pulled by it felt like eternity passing away.

Well i have to say, congradulations to Gwyn and Zong. i told you guys it would work out! And im just real happy for you 2. And zong, i think what you did was the bravest thing ive ever seen a boy your age do. ever.i hope you 2 last forever.

Oh damn. i just realized i havent posted a picture in ages! I'll post one soon. if i have any to post. But see ive been real caught up with work, so no pictures to post really. well i cant wait for the long weekend thats coming up, 5 days of freedom! Laser tag on thursday with some of my class peeps. gonna be fun. although i hope the laser tag senser can fit my enormous frame. If not i'll just have to glue it on.

Hmmm, i feel like dancing. to justin timberlake's lovestoned. Its a great cripwalk song. Well anyway ive made peace with those people. So, no need to worry, we're at peace now. alright, im gonna go salt my lightbulb. peace!


AO

can you handle me the way i are

Hey man. yesterday was so crazy, my dad and his lion club thing organized a charity fund raising stationary bike-a-thon for the Down Syndrome Association. it was so fun. but so crazy. i saw all the Ey2 dancers! like Ms. vendetta, genkhis, cheok hon, may sim and all. But they didnt recognize me! shux. I also saw Julius, my one-time drama movement workshop coach. And my dad wanted me to be the Dj, i got to use the awesome turntables! friggin fun man. i was like mashing up songs togther, like shakira's hips dont lie and whitny houston's im every woman. i could replace beats, sync beats and even make my own beats. and it had this cool osund effects tray. it could like,change the sounds. so that was fun. But what wasnt fun was, it was a 24 hour thing, so i stayed there for 24 hours, and after a while, seeing 6 people riding stationary bikes gets pretty boring, even with the music. We managed to raise $500000 bux. And set a new gueniss(not sure i spelt that right) world record of most number of people consecutively cycling on stationary bikes for 24 hours.

Yep, then came back today and had tuition straight away, and now im dead tired. At least this week there's only one day of school! Cause of the national day holidays. And somehow im not feeling so patriotic. heck i never do. it gets old after while.

well i found this guy on youtube, who is like, friggin awesome. He can impersonate so many different people and he does it amazingly well, i swear its amazing. i wish i could act like him. Talk about versitile, this guy is the very definition of versitility. here's the linkhttp://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=pokedachef&p=r
make sure you go to piotr's voice impressions. then watch from there. hes amazing trust me. i need to watch the simpsons! i must! ive watched the first 7 mins illegally on the net. And it rocked man!

haha oh man vanessa hudgeons is sooo hot! like, really,wow. im a bit obssessed. Well, i gotta go fly to the moon. peace!





AO